When He met Me

I have been searching

For one woman

And I have found her…

I have found you


I don’t want to be your boyfriend

I want to be your fiancée

Not because i’m rushing

I want to make my intentions clear.


I see myself

As your husband

I dream about you

carrying my child

So now you know

My plans for you


You are beautiful

And most beautiful thing

That has happened to me

I call you honey,

I call you sweet

I call you my love

I just can’t wait to call you my wife.


I love you you,

I truly love you

That much my i know

And now you know.

I want to marry you

I want you to be the mother

of my children
Words of Prince S.O.


Prisoner of love

This love that I can’t run away from
Dreams that just won’t let me be
Blues that keep on bothering me
Chains that just won’t set me free
Oh this love that holds me captive

    In love I find compassion,
    Comfort and sense of belonging
    And no matter how far I run
    I find myself back in love,
    And thoughts that consume my mind

Prisoner of love
That is what it has made of me
But don’t set me free yet

Beneth 06/02/2013


I surrender

All that I am,

I place in your hands,

All that I long to be,

I trust you

All that I cherish,

Is in you

All that worries me,

I give to you

All I need,

I ask of you

Just as I am

I surrender.


I place myself

At your feet,

There I find comfort,

And guidance


By myself I‘m nothing,

But with you,

I overcome

Alone, am tired and worn out,

With you I’m refreshed and hopeful.


I surrender to you

Oh God,

Be my guide,

And my comforter,

Beneth 12/08/2012


Do you think about me, as much I think about you?

Time has passed since we called it quiets, however you’re still on my mind… much as I don’t want to admit it, “I miss you!”

I know I hurt you, but that was just because I was scared to love. However, that is not an excuse for what I did.

Just know whatever I whatever did hurt me as much as it hurt you… for I love you so much. “What I weird way of showing it?”, “Yeah, it’s weird but so true.”

Every place we visited, every moment we shared is just all on my mind like an endless opera. Only that it’s so sad to watch myself treating you so badly when all you do is to love me.

Am just wondering; do you think about me as much as I think about you? Are you crazy enough to give us another chance? I would like to re-write the script of the opera.

Let me know if you’re crazy enough to play in the opera again.

By Beneth

(love letters)


This part of “Back to loneliness” chapter of Rosiyanah

Watch the space, Rosiyanah will soon be out.


If only you’re here!

I don’t know how I should great you,but let me just say, “Hullo”.

You may be surprised to read from me, after all that happened between us.

Am sorry for that for I did not know how much I loved you until you went away,I once said… “would rather be alone than be by yo side”.

How stupid of me, for now I know,there is no better place than being by yo side; feeling yo love, yo care… now am so lonely, and nothing, or no one can fill the void I have inside of me.

The love of my life went with you, may be it’s to late to say, may be it’s better than never. I believe you need to know that I miss you and nothing can fill yo place in my life.

I feel so lonely, and my only wish is, “If only you’re here”

By Beneth

(love letters)


This part of Rosiyanah Back to loneliness” chapter.

Watch the space, Rosiyanah will soon be out.


I love this gal

I love this gal

She carries crystal drops of tears in her eyes
I wonder,
Who could hurt a rose like that?

She walks with fear,
As though her enemy is watching her,
I keep trying to understand her,
Why she is the way she is,
Why she does what she does,

She commands me her steps,
She touches everything with care as
Though it’s going to break,
I feel someone hurt her,
May be broke her heart,

I love this gal,
May be I need to protect her,
Be the man in her life,
Hopefully the one and only,

She is so pure,
So beautiful,
She is my rose,
And those tears,
It’s like drops of water on her petals.

I love this gal,
I don’t care about the fear around her,
The pain she could have gone through,
All I want is to share our lives together.

I love this gal.

By Beneth


The gal in my mirror

The gal in my mirror

She looks straight in my eyes
It seems she is complaining
But I can’t hear her words.

Tears are running down,
I want to reach her
And wash them away,
But she is so far

I can see her pulse,
She is annoyed,
May be with me.
Yet I don’t remember what I did
To hurt her like this

Am sorry I said,
To this gal in my mirror
I wonder if she is listening.
But I feel lighter now
After saying sorry.

I hope she heard me,
May be she will forgive me,
I look forward to her smile,
The next time we meet.
The gal in my mirror.

By Beneth