Lonely house

Am seated on the floor watching TV.
Pictures of u are still on the wall,
Like you still live here with me.

Frustration drives me to a bottle,
Drinking myself silly to forget
The fact that am so lonely.
Am trying to keep my pride,
Yet all I want is cry

Would it help if I told u I miss u.
Will it change a thing if I said am sorry.
Will you understand my pain if you said
I have been like this since the day you left.

My house is so lonely,
Am even scared of the dark,
To hell with this pride
I just feel like crying.

By Beneth 10/10/2010