I won’t do it again

Am sorry,
So I say now and then,
I wish I meant it,
Even for one day.

Every time I hurt myself I swear,
“I won’t do this again,
I have learnt my lesson”

The next day comes,
I do it all over again,
Crashing myself to pieces

Nevertheless,
I cry like the 1st time,
Claiming to have learnt,
Saying sorry,
And promising
“I won’t do it again”

By Beneth, 21/07/2010