What Happened?

What happened to me?
I keep asking yet no one gives me the answer

Where did the jolly, fun , happy part of me go?
Did I lose myself along the way?
Or my days of happiness are finished?

Oh Lord, I hope not…
For I miss my self.

I look in the mirror,
And the reflection I get is a of a stranger

I can’t tell why she does what she does
For she never believed in them before

I wonder,
what happened?

I miss myself,
More than one will ever know…
I hope to meet you soon,
And then…
I will hold on you tight
never to lose you again.

By Beneth
06/06/2010