Searching for Answers

I have tried not to grumble
Though with no success

I have tried a soul search
Yet got nothing

I languish every day in emptiness
In a fight to get answers
To all the questions in my heart …

I want to know what happened, when and how…
I feel helpless yet bitter at myself

With a feeling of guilt with no clear accusation
Something must have gone wrong at some point

I hope to know soon,
And hopefully to solve the problem soon.

By Beneth
06/06/2010