Blame me not.

I know you need to know what I feel for you.
I know you expect it asp, though you say,
‘Take as much time as you need…’
For waiting kills you inside.

I wish I could.
I wish I was sure
So many gaps are in my heart.
My heart says one thing and my mind says another.

Confused I sound
Blame me not,
I have failed to trust my heart…
Am caught in between two cities!

This heart disappointed you,
My mind reminds me every moment.
Now am scare to trust it again.

Follow your heart,
Am always advised… but how?
How can I trust this crazy thing?

For the pain I have caused,
Blame me not,

For the worries I have planted
Blame me not.

Am working on it
All I need is more time,
Hope you will still be waiting
Waiting for me

Beneth
24/05/2010