Searching for trouble, Got trouble!

Searching for trouble? Got trouble!
Most suspicions tend to be true in the long run, but of course we cannot avoid being suspicious.

Lots of lovers have a tendency to checking out their partners behind their back, not because they don’t trust but because they want to be so sure that everything is just in place. Everything is always fine if there no surprises or shocking moments.
But what if you find more than you expected, what do you do?

Let me give you a scenario; the two of you decided not to get involved in sex before marriage, and then you find some condoms in his bed side drawer, or contraceptives in her hand bag! What is the first thing you think about? And of course what do you do?

There are those questions we ask and we start praying none answers. Much us we don’t like lies we are never ready for the truth!
Will you buy the story of; “They are for a friend… ”? Let’s face it which friend keeps in your bedroom or hand bag?

May be he/she is cheating on you, or maybe not. So rushing to some decisions is not wise. Again our emotions will take part in the decision we make. You have to be careful.

However I would say; take time to observe, monitor, and evaluate. If there are questions unanswered, try to get answers.

If you get to know that actually as you agreed not to have sex he/she chose to have it somewhere else. Then never complain about a cheating spouse once you married.

I’m not being hash, but they say that; if something hits you in the eye, its caution for you to be observant! If you believed that he/she will change once you’re married, and he/she hasn’t, be more patient and wait for the change to happen. If you forgave him/her, before he/she repented, please forgive him/her again.

By Beneth

I wonder why people like looking for pain,
they say what you don’t know doesn’t hurt.
Humans always want to be in the KNOW!


You got a thing for me

You got a thing for me

I saw your eyes drawn in mine
When you walked up to me to say hullo

You got me a drink
Simply to get more of my time

As we sat down,
I caught your eyes searching for the unknown

You talked to me,
As though you have known me for all your life

Good Bye was soon than expected,
You never got to know my name

One sure thing is,
You won’t rest until you find me again.

You have a thing for me boy!

By Beneth


Dancing within myself

Dancing within myself

I take a step with my eyes closed,
As I move to a moment of me and I.
The music is playing in my heart,
A beautiful song,
So I dance.

This song of mine,
It’s a song of joy, love and happiness
So I let go of my fears
And set myself free.

With my hands out,
Standing on my toes,
I dance around and around
I embrace the moment,
A moment for me and I.

I dance, dance and dance,
Running through this field of roses,
A beautiful fragrance sending
Me to end of the world
I dance with in myself.

I dance, dance and dance
Dancing to the music with in,
I say to myself,
“Let’s dance baby”,
“As long as this moment lasts”
So I dance,
I dance with in myself.

By Beneth



Acting out of Fear

Acting out of Fear

There are articles I read and start criticizing, and am like this can’t be. That is what I did when I read this story of a guy that shot his child.

The kid was hiding in the closest, to play a little game on the dad. When the dad walked into the room, she jumped out to scare him. Those were her last words.

I was like; could not tell that guy tell that, the voice was for a kid? Sha a a …, that is out. I trashed that. Until, I got my own experience.

I like walking in the evening; at times I push it to 8pm. Last weekend I left home for a walk, as I was there enjoying myself, I saw a guy walk towards me, he got to close and closer and he garbed my hand.

I jumped, screamed, hit his head until he resealed my hand and I ran away. As I was running away, he called me by name and said his name, “Hey … it’s me….” That is when I realized that the guy I was hitting like a snake was my brother. If you have ever watched a woman killing a snake you know what i mean, but I had no stick!

All that happed so fast. I could not even realize, that was my brother I left home a few minutes ago.

As I embraced him, I felt he was scared too, I have never been that scared or even screamed like that in my life. The fast thing that got into my mind was, “he is taking my phone….” but he grabbed the hand that was not holding the phone. That is when I wondered what he wanted. “My life, you have to earn it?”

So what if I had a weapon, what would I have done? A few steps from where we were, there was a police post, and the police guys were seated outside but they did not move an inch. I thank God they did not move, and I had a phone in the other hand rather than a bottle.

Surely, we cannot trust our emotions.

By Beneth
on 11/10/2009


Shades of Sin

Shades of Sin

After the two sides od Ana,
The next soap on my list is shades of sin.

I don’t likes soaps that are sad,but of late i find my self glued to them.

I must say i like it’s graphics, and the actors are so mean… and they look so stupid to believe every thing they hear….
Well those are soaps.

I did not start it from the start … and i keep on wondering, “Where does it get it’s title?”
I have a problem with it.

Paco and Preda (Net picture)

Paco and Preda (Net picture)

Overview of Shades of Sin

Twin brothers are separated in childhood and they grow up without knowing about each other. As adults, they suffer an accident in the same place, at the same time. One disappears in the ocean and the other decides to assume his identity. Years later, as he finds out he has a son and that the woman he loves did not cheat on him, he decides to reclaim his true identity.