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The one and only

The one and only

I felt my heart drop,
As I watched you go
It’s like I died that moment.

My heart, poor heart,
Nothing matters anymore!
No laughter, joy, or happiness

May be am giving up too fast?
May be he will come back?
Was that the one and only one for me?
Did I lose my chance for ‘happy-ever after’?
These questions are killing me.

Oh God, Tell me
Was he…
Was he one and only?

I hope he was not,
For I have a great love to share.
And still I need love in my life.


By Beneth, 12/05/2010

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Mr. Gentle Hash

Mr. Gentle Hash

He came to my life,
Like a wind that harms no plant,
Gently my heart opened,
Like a flower opens to the rain

Soon, everything was fishy,
The care, faded away,
Without warning!

My heart was left hang on a spider rope
Assured of falling and breaking
I don’t even have a chance to plea my case
Or even a second hearing.

Something will forever be misunderstood,
I wish our eyes can see into the hearts of others,
May be then I will understand
All the questions he left in my heart

Much as I want a knife in my hands
All I can do is to shake off the mad,
Life seems to have more in store.

By Beneth, 12/05/2010

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One night to remember

One night to remember

The wind is calm
Your hand in mine
We take the slope

The stars all shining
Birds singing softly
And it’s just you and I

Looking at you
You’re smiling
Am comforted

Step by step
You guide my feet
In every move I make

Holding on firm to my little hand,
And carrying me up
For the steps I missed
That is one night to remember,
You caring and protecting me

By Benie
28/12/2009

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Hopeless, Hope on

Hopeless, Hope on.

Hopeless is all that is said,

Yet to hope-less
Is to accept death,
To live is never to give-up,
But to hope on

The walls press in,
Closing you within,
But you hope on.

Hopeless,
Walk in the storm,
You drown the raging waves,

But to hope is to hold on
The weakest plant
To save your life

Hopeless, look,
The tower crumbling on you,

But hope
Runs to a safe corner

By Benie
28/11/2009

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You got to slowdown

You got to slowdown

I feel like a bird in the air,
Eager to fly high and hinger
He says, you have to slowdown

When the music is rocking
And I feel like shaking it off,
He says slowdown
When my heart is burning with anger,
And I’m biting my lips to keep calm
He says slowdown

When am pressed in a corner,
My seat is getting hot,
And I feel like screaming on top of my voice
He says, Slowdown

When I feel like fighting,
With every little strength I have
Crash everything down
He says slowdown.

You have to slowdown, baby
You don’t want to do anything
You may regret.

By Beneth
04/09/2009

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Protect me

Protect me

Protect me
dear lord.

Protect me
from this enemy within me.
He is stongh
and he fights from with in me.

His words hurt me,
they pierce me
like sharp knives into my skin
And he speaks with no end.

My heart feels torn apart
and so weak.

This enemy lord,
has already broken
into my kingdom.

And he has left me with
no escape door.

Protect me lord
from myself,
guide my thoughts,
speech
and actions.

Protect me lord
so that i may serve you
faithfully.

For serving you is
what i want to do .

By Beneth
01/09/2009

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Fallen

Fallen

We have fallen,
A fall
That we’re not proud of,
One not worth to boost about
Or wish for others,

It doesn’t matter if we fall anyway
It doesn’t matter if we spoil our garments,

The only thing that matters is,
We have to stand up,
Clean up and move on.

By Beneth,
29/08/2009

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Am with you,

Am with you,

I smell you in every breath I take,
I hear the sound of your foot steps, in ever move I make,
I when I fall I land on you.

I rise with you,
You rise with me,

You watch every move I make,
Every word I speak,
And each tear I shade,
I cry with you.

In the darkness,
You don’t close your eyes,
And you watch me sleep
As you control my breath

You’re such a friend,
A provider,
A guider,

Thank you Lord.

By Beneth,
19/08/2009.