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Sound of Joy

Sound of Joy

It’s like a sound of harvest in the fields
A song of food after famine
Just like the old good times of x-mas

Every part of me is happy
Exited,
Joyful
Passionate

God mus be tickling me,
I got no reason to laugh
Yet am laughing
This feels good

All I want is to feels like this
everyday of my life!

By Beneth
21/06/2010

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Back Online

Back Online

Every bad begaining
Has a chace to a good ending

God is not done with me yet
I would not want Him to stop either
I just need to trust him more

Same questions
Who am I today,
Where am I today,
And how am I today?

A reason for each piece of my life,
Say No to what the Lord says No to
And Yes to what he says Yes to

What about me?
It doesn’t matter
He knows better
So lets click next,
XOX am back online

By Beneth
21/06/2010

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Getting on with Life

Getting on with Life

Life slips away if you don’t hold on it
You simply pass from one day to another
With no or less feeling of yourself

We all drop it at some point in life,
I have turned a new page,
For a new story,
For a new life

Am getting on with life,
So should you.

By Beneth
21/06/2010

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God is working on me

God is working on me

Life used to be normal,
But now,
Everything is changing
And life is so challenging

God is still working on me,
With trying times,
It’s so hot in here,
The tests are no jokes,
and the purifying is not either.

General cleaning has never be easy,
It’s hard work,
It hurts, it’s painful,
Costly and it takes a lot of time.

And he is still going on
With his job.

I can’t wait to look at myself
Once he is done.
I know I will be shinning.

By Beneth
20/06/2010

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Passing Time

Passing Time

May times when life gets tight
we chose to sit back
and believe time heals the damage.

My cousellor calls it wasting time,
I call it giving things time,

Fix it if you can,
If you can’t chill it,
I say fix it if you can’t
worry on how it will go

Why ask Gos’s help
And hold onto the problem
Release if you need help
Only cover to protect
& protect no damage

Pass no time,
Act on it,
With hands or prayer
Work upon it.

By Beneth
20/06/2010

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My life

My life

Looking at this scroll of my life
Am impressed at the great things
I have done

However I close my eyes
at some scenes in my life
as shame swallows me

My counselor told me,
We all have ups and downs
Though there are those things
we never expect ourselves to do

Every little thing we have done,
We have lived,
We have learnt from it.
It has shaped us,
Be it good or bad,
Proud of or ashamed of it,
That is your life,
That is my life.

The past is gone,
The story still goes on,
We need to chose how it to ends
That is all I need to remember.

By Beneth
20/06/2010

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Hating Self

Hating Self

Every wrong thing in my life,
Drains back to me,

I blame myself for lack of information,
Trusting easily, loving wrongly,
Hiding from the truth,
And under looking situations
I hate myself for this.

The sooner I get over this the better,
For no matter what,
I cannot avoid myself.

By Beneth
16/06/2010

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Difficult Choices

Difficult Choices

Every time I chose to go ahead,
Another difficult choice is places before me

Sometimes I rely on myself to find a way out,
As things go on, they get harder, I seek your help.

How long will this go on?
Why can’t I rely on you all the time?

I have fallen many times,
Yet learnt nothing from any of them,

Help me to lean on you,
Go by your choices,
May be then,
I won’t be faced with difficult choices.

By Beneth
16/06/2010