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His promise

I wish I was the one you call
When you are feeling week,
I would give you strength

I wish I was the one you call
When you are weary and burdened,
I would give you rest

I wish I was the one you call
When your heart is troubled
I would give you peace

I wish I was the one you call
When you are exited and filled with joy,
I would rejoice with you

I wish I was the one you call
When all your hope is gone,
I would comfort you

This is not just a wish, but a promise
If you call on my name I will be there for you.
Regardless of what you are going through,
Regardless of what you have done,
I love you so much to give up on you.

I will be there for you
And that is my promise.
Just call on the name of Jesus,
He will be there for you regardless
That is his promise to us.

Beneth 05/12/2012

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Take it down with a bottle

Take it down with a bottle

They say,
Take it down with a bottle,
So I joined the club.

One, two, three…
Soon I lost the count.
May be my sight,
And memory to

In the morning
I was no longer
At the club but rather
At my house
Sitting on bathroom flow
With my head lying gently,
On a toilet seat

I now know the true
Meaning of
“Take it down with a bottle”

By Beneth, 20/07/2010

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Fading dream

Fading dream

As a little gal
I looked at myself as a princess,
Beautiful, smart
And so adorable

My biggest dream was a white wedding
All dressed in a white Cinderella gown
With my prince charming in my right hand!
Oh that was my dream.

At this moment and time,
I don’t even want to think about it.
It really hurts me a lot.

My hope drains down every moment
The dream is fading with each minute that goes by.
The sky is filled with lots of clouds,
Am surrounded by shadows

My dream,
Dim as you look
I still want you in bright color
My biggest dream,
Fading dream
And I can’t do a thing to stop it.

May the winds of heaven
Chase the clouds in the sky
For me to see my dream
In full color like I used to

Beneth
24/05/2010

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All I’ve done

All I’ve done

I have text lots of SMS to you
Hovered at the send option
Thought over it, over and over
I hit cancel,
And wished I; I had sent it.

I have hovered at dial,
Looking at your name over and over
Yearning to talk to you…
And tell you all that I feel for you

I have called to meet you several times
Purposing to tell you everything

It seems I can’t get
To the point of all
That I want to say to you

The look at your face leaves me speechless
Your voice keeps me calm
And your hands comfort me…

Well I have done a lot,
Some I don’t even remember.
I want you to know that I care about you so much
I think and pray for you all the time
And I wish only the good to come your way

Oh,
Before I fail to say it again
I just need you to know that
I love you, and never forget that.

Beneth
21/05/2010
Just 4 you.

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Blame me not

Blame me not.

I know you need to know what I feel for you.
I know you expect it asp, though you say,
‘Take as much time as you need…’
For waiting kills you inside.

I wish I could.
I wish I was sure
So many gaps are in my heart.
My heart says one thing and my mind says another.

Confused I sound
Blame me not,
I have failed to trust my heart…
Am caught in between two cities!

This heart disappointed you,
My mind reminds me every moment.
Now am scare to trust it again.

Follow your heart,
Am always advised… but how?
How can I trust this crazy thing?

For the pain I have caused,
Blame me not,

For the worries I have planted
Blame me not.

Am working on it
All I need is more time,
Hope you will still be waiting
Waiting for me

Beneth
24/05/2010

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Hooked

Hooked

My eyes
See only you
And that is all I need to see
Everything else is dart,
Yet am bothered not

My chest gets heavy
When we hurt each other
But the good feeling I get
When you’re close to me
Is way beyond the pain I feel
Just like the fish in the water,
Am hooked to you

I need to give up
My desire for swimming in the waters
And start dancing with you.

Hope the dance will last for ever
For I will die
If I lose you

Beneth
21/05/2010

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Until you say it.

Until you say it.

May be my heart is lost
May be confused
May be stupid to hope

You are my love
My mind, heart and soul
Are sold to you…
All my love is yours.

What more do you want from me?
Every thing of mine,
You have taken.

For what it’s worth
I love you.
And I will be waiting
Right here besides you…

Until you say it
Until you say to me,
‘I love you’
For my place is right there besides you.

Beneth
21/05/2010