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Lies to cover lies

Lies to cover lies

Once I told a lie,
Easily they believed me
And oh … I went,
That was easy!

One question after the other,
Follow ups and clarifications
Oops, I went
This is becoming nasty

Day after day
I had to keep my word,
Well my lie,
Telling the truth sounded stupid,
And keeping the lie alive became painful.

Lies to cover lies,
You can not easy get your way out
Truth, may be next time,
For you don’t need to remember
What you said the last time.


By Beneth

10/09/2010

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Trapped in memories

Trapped in memories

I feel trapped in a thick forest,
And am trying so hard to run out
But I always find myself back
To where I started from

I appreciate the memories we hard,
But I don’t want to carry them all my life,
I don’t think you understand me
Just like all others who think
They know me more than myself.
Am held by dreams that were cut short,
Memories that will never come again
Stories that will never be told
And love that wont be felt again.

Am trapped in memories,
A think forest
I never seem to run out of

By Beneth 18/08/2010

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Frustrated

Frustrated

Life is so precious gift,
So I believe,
Though I stopped enjoying it
Along time ago

I got parents that love me so much,
I got friends that spend all
Their time with me,
Yet none seems close enough to me

This sounds unfair,
After all we have been through.

I just feel so far apart…
I wish I could do something
to change this whole thing around.

I would like to spend all my life with you,
Creating happy moments together,
But I just don’t know “how?”
This is so frustrating.
I wish it can be enjoyable again.


From Benie
09/08/2010

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All Alone

All Alone

I normally feel alone
Despite whom am with
Or where am
Or what am doing.

Am like a person speaking
A different language
From everyone else

I may try to avoid this feeling,
But it does not go away.
I just hope one day
Someone will understand my language.
I don’t want to feel alone anymore.

From Benie
09/08/2010

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Watching from a distance

Watching from a distance

You say you love him,
Neither do I blame you
Love has no bonders
Nor choice.

I see the tears you shade
And all I can do is
To wish I can wipe them off

You cry for love,
I cry for love too
But tears don’t deserve yo face.

Am watching from a distance,
Wishing I can be closer to you,
Wishing I could wash those tears away.

Beneth, 18th AUG 2010

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Darkness closing on me

Darkness closing on me

You were my sunshine
My hope for tomorrow
Now I live like a bag blown by wind

With no hope,
No plan, No heart,
And now darkness is closing on me.

Why did you have to leave,
Why did you leave me alone,
Did you know it yould hurt this much,

Am so scared of darkness,
Am scared of living without you,
Oh, my sunshine
Send me a star to watch over me,
For it’s hurts so much to miss you.

Beneth 18/08/2010

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Red Rose

Red Rose

To day I send you a red rose,
The same I gave you the 1st time we met,

One rose to say
I love you so much,
One rose to say
yo’re so beautiful,
One rose to say,
It hurts to know,
You will never be mine.

I give you a ROSE,
My best flower of all.
Wishing you be my rose.

Beneth 18/08/2010