Many are the times
I have wished
I had what others have

Many I don’t even know
what to use them for
Or even where
they got them from

Thank God,
He never granted my wishes.
Thank you for protecting
me from myself.
Thank you for saving me
from the troubles of this world

And now Lord,
I ask you;
Please take this crazy
desire away from me.

Take it way,
Before I hurt myself.

By Beneth


Please forgive me

Please forgive me

Forgive me oh Lord,
For I have not been good to you.
I have ashamed your name
And sinned against you
in uncounted times

My mind has not been pure,
It’s covered with sinful thoughts.
It’s like a market place

My tongue,
Instead of praising you
Says a lot of bad things
Some against you,
Some against your creations
And judging them in my own ways
Please forgive me

My body has not been any different,
It’s not a temple good enough for you,

If I was to cut off each part
That leads me to sin..
Not sure which one would remain
Please forgive me

I have angered your spirit,
With my thoughts,
Speech and actions
And I don’t deserve you’re forgiveness

I can’t ask you to judged me
For your so perfect and am not.

Am asking for forgiveness,
In your mercy, love and grace
I really need to be your child again.

By Beneth




As I wait,
Every minute feels like
a million years

I get so impatient
Much as I would like to see
your will be done as you promised

I get so tired of waiting,
Yet I know yo word is true
And I that this about myself

Give me the strength to wait
A hope to face a better tomorrow
And a greater hope to see
your promise for my life

Give me a song
To remind me that you’re God
That you care about me
More than I can even imagine.

And as I wait,
Let that song be played.

By Beneth


We have made 7,342 hits

Counting 7342 hits!

We have made 7,342 hits, and we are still counting.

We started from 0 together and now we have hit 7000+
Am really humbled.

All i can say is, thank you.
Thank you….
And may God bless You.

Lots of love,



Thank you Friends

Akoola’s Blog has got 4000+ hits,
and all thanks i give to you.

I thank my brother Kiiza, aka. kabonde who introduced to wordpress.com …
by then i was thinking of joining blog spot.

I loved the templates of wordpress,
the colors, the format, the layout.

I can say, it’s cool enough for me.

i thank God for the words he has put at in my mind,
and the desire to share my thoughts,
and imaginations.

Other wise,
i would not have said anything.
Lets keep it on,

Thanks a lot.
Benie M,
a.k.a Akoola.


What is Sodomy about?

The last time I heard gay people did not like their relationship being referred to as Sodomy, they claimed Sodom was burned because of lust not homosexuality.

Homosexuality has hit Uganda in style starting with the most sensitive areas. As they say, slap where it hurts most.

I mean, if it is said to be in churches, churches will not fight it. The public will be like ‘listen to who is talking… have you forgotten Pastor A, Rev B, Father C…. and so and so on’. So Ugandans if we need to fight homosexuality there is a lot of work ahead of us.

Then, our schools, I must say those guys are ‘sharp’ those of us who remember our young days very well… in secondary school is the time when every girl/boy wants to feel that they old enough to ‘live their own life’ and some one shows up to teach you how to have sex with some one of the same sex! The teens would call that being ‘cool’; cause their doing something new to their life.

Gone are the days when single schools were regarded the best for education environment, I think I would rather have my child in a mixed school than a single school for him/her to be introduced to homosexuality.

Talk about Human Rights people… which human right provides for abuse of your body. To me homosexuality is simply a desire that is sinful before God. Making it a LAW, will bring a curse to our Nation.

What surprises me is that those advocating foe it say my daughter/son can not be one of them! If they believe that they are born Gay, how come they claim their children can not be one of them.

Every woman has a moment in her life when she realizes that she is no longer a girl but a woman, and I believe men to have that moment. So how is it when you are female and you realize the man in you, or male and you feel the woman in you? If any one can help and explain to me, I would be glad.

I have heard people who claim that they were introduced to homosexuality, and those that say that they are born like that, some how I have not been able to believe those that say that they are ‘born-gay’. I have not seen such a behavior in other mammals (animals) so is it a special error only in human?

Anyway a lot has been said on TV, Radio and many forms of media, and a lot will continue to be said. But this is what I say. If your gay and you want to quite there is help and hope that homosexuality can be behind you.


Reaching out to others.

2Kings 5:1.

Some of us believe others are closer to God, and when they pray… “God acts faster”… This has created pride in Christians. Where is our faith church. Naaman was saved by a little girl they had captured as a slave. We need to surrender our selves and let God work in us.

When the little girl told Naaman that go to the ling of isreal he will heal your disease… Naaman could have laughed it off. After all what does this little girl know!

Naaman just rushed to his king and told him what the little girl had said.. Then Naaman was sent to the king of Israel with so many gifts for his healing.

The king of Israel was so annoyed… “Am i God to heal?” and he tore his clothes apart. At times we don’t know how great we can be.

The little girl knew that if Naaman went to Israel, he would be healed. And the king must be knowing the prophet of God.

Naaman must have been disappointed with the king, and may be lost hope that he will ever be healed. Right at that moment, Elisha sent a message to the king “… send him to me and i will show him that there is a prophet in Israel”.

Before Naaman , could even meet Elisha, Elisha sent him a message… “Go and wash in Jordan, seven times, and you will be healed.”

Naaman at that point did not like the game, Elisha did not even touch him! But his savants asked him to do what ever the prophet had asked him.He washed and he was healed.

At times we need to encourage each other…

Naaman came back to Elisha to ofter him gifts, but he refused them… However Gehaza got greedy.. ran after Naaman and got some gifts from them.

Gehaza was cursed with Naaman’s disease.. “it was not yet time for accepting money, clothes, olive groves, and vineyards, sheep and cattle or savants”

Much us others appreciate what you have done for them, take time to receive things from them. You never know the danger your caring home.